someone day drink wine with me in the park tomorrow.
(TW: ABUSE) Having a self is dangerous when you’re being abused. Having a self is the most vulnerable thing you can have. A self is up for ridicule, scrutiny, a self might be destroyed if it’s determined your self is sinful. A self is a thing that is in direct defiance of abusers who have told you that you are nothing, you are worthless, you are supposed to be whatever they want you to be, nothing more and nothing less.
i did a little shake-tear when i read this
this 100% explains everything.
wow owwow wow wow wow fuck i am crying